stop wondering, start wandering.

did i sleep? cause i must have been dreaming.

did i weep? cause i cried like hell.

i wonder so many things all the time. i wonder where it is i am going in life. what is is i am doing. if i have made the right decisions. if i made a decision at all. but then i take a breath and step away from it all. thats important you know? stepping away from it all. we do not pilot our way through life. to say that we do is just a lie. you do not decide your destiny, nor is there a destiny for every one person. we are all simply wandering. we take our time on a path through the woods of life, and oh if the trees could talk.

i get frustrated sometimes because i think that i have a significant role in changing the outcome of my life and the lives around me. then i come to realize that what may happen will happen and what may not happen will happen too. i am a control freak, but the one thing i cant control is life on the whole. its terrifying, but its also kind of nice. i do not have to think about it, it just happens, and i keep moving.

tim.