consequence is all the same.

theyll charge you with the rescue blues.

work right now is quite a predicament. loss prevention has declared the the amount of money entering and leaving the business isnt coming out right. somewhere in the range of 3000+ has disappeared. the only people capable of this are myself and 5 other people. its not me. everyone knows that too so im not worried. its not the manager because it disappeared when she was on leave. that leaves 4 others. its not the newest one because it disappeared before she got there. that leaves 3. 1 i dont like and thus hope it is her. 1 i like and feel bad for. 1 i think is really trying and while i dont necessarily agree with her lifestyle i have to agree that she is doing the best she can for her children. i would like it to come out as an accounting error but i really dont think it will. as i look at what i have noticed over the last 2 weeks i have a feeling its that last 1 mentioned. she didnt have a thing when she was a kid and she doesnt have anything now. her kids spend more time with their grandmother then they ever have with mom or dad. she works 2 jobs and shops the sales. a casserole will make 3 meals for the price of 1/2. she lives week to week and i think her weeks are up. its a terrible thing in life to see the ones in need fall by the wayside and the ones needless rise to the top of the sun soaked pool. there is nothing that i can do and regardless of how i feel the consequence is all the same. so i do nothing but think that everyone is fighting a hard battle and no battle has a victor. thus i watch and wait and keep moving.

tim.