it is only now that i can wake up in the morning and without comparison to others say that my life is normal. twas not to long ago that everything seemed a little mismatched (and yes i just uses twas). i have wanted all my life to be like everyone else. you know i would sit in the aftercare and see the families going away from the curb with smiles on their faces. i wanted that and i wanted to be the little one with the smile on the face. now i realize that it is not about the smile on the face or the perfect family with quotes. normalcy is something that is different to everyone and everything in the world. it takes some getting used to and it takes some finding, but once you get it, it is wonderful. i can not tell you how happy i am to wake up and realize that i am happy with the day. not that everything is perfect or balanced, but that i am happy. that is all that really matters and all that really keeps me moving. i hope it does you too.
tim.
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