childhoods flee.

when you get up in the morning and you see that crazy sun.

sometimes i wish that i had something interesting to say or a piece of art to display that might inspire a few, but unfortunately i do not. i dont really ever have anything that could sway the emotions of any person anywhere, but i do like to dream sometimes.

i was walking today and listening to music. its amazing how different the scenery is with just a simple track to play in the background. jose gonzales graced my ears with the song heartbeats as i watched from the corner of my eye the six and seven year olds play football. it is a damn shame that our childhoods flee from us so quickly. we are so imaginative and happy when we are little. some say it is the innocence but i like to think that it is that human beings are naturally happy people and it is this world that has developed around us that has made us so very unhappy. i mean think about your life and tell me there is one thing that you do when interacting with the world that makes you happy. i have my little world, my family, my girlfriend, my few close friends, my dog, and the street that i live on. but i mean the greater world. the one we go out into everyday to sell our soul piece by piece for a little bit of money. whens the last time it made you happy? if we as humans arent happy with the world we created then why have we created it? maybe its just me, but i like to say fuck sadness and keep moving.

tim.