theyll get it eventually.

i believe they say, if everything were every day; it wouldnt make them go away.

i dont mean to be so ignorant. its just that sometimes it comes out. all i am ever striving for in life is good intentions. i want the best for myself, but most importantly those around me. i try my hardest to make life comfortable for everyone. what absolutely kills me is the accidentals that have plagued my social sphere for years. things that are not intentional, rather they happen and change the view of myself in others eyes. this evening was a perfect example of that. through a series of simple mistakes i made, i happened to create a wonderful distrust by someone in my sphere. it reminded me of the time i tried to step into an argument in 3rd grade to solve the dispute peacefully and ended up getting blamed for the whole thing. i simply wish that people would step out of their misconceptions and preconceived notions to see what is really in front of them. i am trying to do good. i have turned a leaf so many years ago now and i am trying to make things better. but somehow someone always finds the weak spot and makes it all about them. theyll get it eventually, just shrug it off and keep moving.

tim.