it seems that a theme has hit me this week that keeps repeating. its so sad to see something grow out of your control. i know i cant help it, but i feel like i should. i feel like i should be able to grab it and pull it back down and the fact that i am not or can not makes me feel like im doing a disservice to them or who they are. the truth is though that we are not angels on this earth. some pricks think they are, but we arent. live your life and do what you do but ignore the people that are beyond you. the idea they are out of reach, out of touch, out of mind - and you are out of room, out of ideas, out of help. it sucks.
and another thing, if you think i care you are sadly mistaken. this is me and this is the one place that all the strings and glues and chains and ropes are gone. im not holding back for you and im not talking down to you. this is the one place i can keep moving.
tim.
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