i think i know what you mean but watch what you say.

its not in your eyes. your eyeballs dont change. its the muscles around your eyes.

i didnt know way back when that i had it all. a lot of times people shoot you with the cliche phrase of 'you dont know what youve got till its gone.' its true in a way. not that the shallow bastards knew at all what you were talking about when you got hit by it. you have got to roll with it sometimes. if you never hit a rough patch how will you know what the smooth patch is, right? one day someone will look you in the eye and hit you like a brick, good or bad. to that you take it. you grow with it and you learn what you can, and hey, now you know what the difference between being hit with a brick and not getting hit is. which speaking of bricks, there are quite a few people i know that need to feel what the brick is and not, because they just dont quite have perspective. 

back to the beginning now. you have it all a lot in life, its just you dont know it until after the fact, so then can you really have it all if you dont know you have it? yeah thats what i was thinking when i typed that too. i said shut the fuck up. but this week has been crazy with the cold medicines kicking in and out my mind through my nose and ears.

anyways im over this week, keep moving.

tim.