pick your battle(s).

just give me a call when you feel better but you never do.

everyone seems to have problems. when you are little you think the world is a complicated place, but that you can always work through it and do anything you put your mind to. as you grow up you start to realize that just is not true. there comes a point in the development of mind that things either turn bad or turn worse, but on this earth there is never good (thats what the afterlife is for, im not being evil minded, i just want things to go up from here you know?). those things that we do as kids, those bad habits, those become mental instabilities and conditions. people are broken and cant be fixed by us anymore. it is beyond our personal power. i cant help but feel helpless. i see so many people torn apart by this and it is something that is not me but yet i care for it as though it were happening to me. i wish i could tell a friend shes not worth it, but thats not really what the problem is now. its within him to think that he needs her or something that she gives him even if its something that in no way is given by her, but instead a force manifested from within him because of her presence. people have problems that i cant fix. its hard to say that. to look at yourself and say that there is nothing left to do. its not your job. the only thing that we can do is keep moving.

tim.