i cant believe the things i do just to get by. i cant see the ends to the means. i cant understand the times ive tried to fix it. i cant get to where i am supposed to be. i cant see what i want to. i cant think about it all too much.
if i miss you am i wrong? can i understand the real reasons for how we have transpired? not loss. i dont know what it is. i think it is a sense of sadness felt without the presence of you. i think that the song is on pause and id rather it be playing. i know that might not make sense. but i hope it does because i want to be understood so badly. its that simple harmonica droll that pulls me in. the piano isnt bad either. then comes the percussion and im sold. im sold. im sold. repetition is necessary. its part of who you are. you cant let them get to you. you are better than what they say and you are better than what you give yourself credit for. you are better. i am trying to see it that way for you but i am me and you are you. lets try it again. you are better than i ever could have imagined. you are better than anyone i could have imagined. dont understand it. just be it. deep i know.
i miss you. but if its any cancelation i love you. im surprised you are still reading. i cant focus now and so as i type the text keeps moving.
tim.
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