shadows.

cut out the uniforms and settle with the sun.

the majority of the last few days can be summed up as follows: a lot of things happened, a few of which were important, most of which led me around in a circle that ended up here.

life is so very very stressful even when nothing of importance is really happening. it becomes so easy to put into your mind that things are coming up and you have to be ready for them or that a deadline is there and it is looming. i more than anyone am an aficionado of time. i just get so caught up in it sometimes that i forget what i am really worried about in the first place. is it the time that is always ticking on? or is it the job i am trying to do? lately i have let it all get the better of me. we are really not important in the grand scheme of things. our time here is but a second in the life of the world. to quote, we are but shadows and dust. it is not the moments that i finished my job on time that matters. it is how i lived my life. i have to remind myself every day that i am not as important as i make myself out to be. it is only when you let go of this notion that you can truly live without bounds. money is not something to worry about. time should not be the focus of my energy. and i should never forget to keep moving forward.

tim.