laughing at the consequence.

dont you know by now that this is what we are.

dont you wish you could hit pause sometimes and enjoy just one moment for a little longer. people always tell you that you dont know what you have until its gone. i know what ive got and i know when its gone. i know when its about to be gone. yes, i would like to know a little more in advance but i know we cant have everything. its what makes life interesting - you know, spice.

i think back though to when i was young and i presume this is the same for many other people. when you are really young you dont know at all what you want, you only take what you are given. then you reach a stage in your life where you start to get focus of your own accord. you start to see what it is that you want, but you cant quite reach it no matter how hard you try. the next stage in your life is where you spend the rest of it. you can try and get what you want. sometimes it works and other times it doesnt. i want nothing more than to be in the stage when i want for nothing of my own mind. and then i guess the prophecy comes true. because if i had known what i know now, i never would have grown up. but then what a creep would i be. i guess life isnt that bad when you think about it, it just wears you out. thinking that you work harder and harder everyday trying to surpass the day before until one day you die and no one knows whats past that. all we do is keep moving.

tim.