magic soakin' my spine.

i picture you in the sun, wondering what went wrong

falling down on your knees asking for sympathy.

if i find my way how much will i find? you should be yourself, but if being yourself changes who you are should you really be yourself anymore? everyone has their problems and thats me included. i wonder now if i can fix the problems that i have. i wonder now where i went wrong and when did this happen to me. it seems not too long ago that i was sitting and feeling on top of the world with everything in the palm of my hands and now i have gone to the bottom. the only person i have to blame is myself in the end. but maybe that is a good thing. the way i see it is that the fewer variable there are in the equation the easier it is to fix (thanks algebra), and if its just me then it should be easy to come to a conclusion. and that is really what it is. it is not about fixing anything, its about figuring out what is going on and adapting to it.

i do not quite know where i am right now, but i know only time will tell what happens from here. to start from the beginning and keep moving.

tim.